And through
it all, I've always wondered
Thought,
analyzed, simply pondered
When it was,
the true time when
A smile will
grace this face again
Four centuries
of mine existence
Filled with
nothing but resistance
Tears are
all that I recall
Is happiness
such a far-fetched goal?
From his birth,
I do remember
The second
born of a flame caster
Bad luck
it bears for our race
But it is
to I misfortune faced
Ousted, jolted,
rejected I
Taunted,
spite on, sentenced to die
Cursed flame
said I had been borne
A veil of
shame to be eternally worn
Perhaps his
death is the solution
I had reached
this severe conclusion
So I had
set this in my young mind
To wipe him
from the face of mankind
Through time
and space I had waited
For peace
in me to be abated
Face this
man, the anointed one
And send
him off to Kingdom Come
Alas the time
I had to endure
Denied it
was of any pleasure
As Misery
again looked me in the eye
Flashed to
me his twisted smile
Son of mine,
he called me this
Rid me of
my secret bliss
For love
of her he can't allow
On her corpse
I must then vow
Demons pervade
me day and night
Oh when will
end this unhappy plight
What will
shut out all this pain?
When can
joy be mine again?
Life to me
is one cruel joke
A parody,
a giant hoax
Bitter man
that I became
An angry
heart no one can tame
I cannot wait
for the day to arrive
When revenge
is mine, when I survive
The holocaust
that was my life
When sadness
becomes a former strife
'Til then
I merely anticipate
To face the
brother I'd come to hate
Come and
fight me, Chosen One
That my curse
would be undone
Set in mind
I tell you this
My dust you'll
eat, my feet you'll kiss
The truth
will settle in your mind
The place
you took, was rightfully mine
And I shall
prove to the misled world
A fact, a
truth will be unfurled
The Sacred
Flame, the one and true
Belongs to
me and not to you.
And when all
is truly said and done
When you
and my stepfather had gone
Maybe then
I can start to look
For the happiness
you both took
For only destiny
truly knows
The crooked
way that this life goes
Perhaps someday
I will finally find
An existence
that would be more kind
When it comes,
that day, maybe then
I'll open
up this heart again
And feel
what I've been denied
All my hate
be set aside
Come to me,
elusive happiness
Tell me I'm
not cursed, but blessed
The reins
of my life do take control
So I may
die a happy soul.