White Love
By Miyuki-chan

Another lousy songfic attempt by the person who writes such lame stuff.  Anyway this is a Fuuko – Raiha songfic and the song is White Love by the ex-SPEED (for those who dunnoe a thing bout j-pop, I refer to the popular girl band which took Asia by storm, SPEED as ex-SPEED as they disbanded in March 2000 and its members have gone separate ways in the Japanese music industry.  But their songs are really nice so go and buy their CDs; even on their own, they still produce great songs!)  Anyway, I decided to do this Raiha-Fuuko songfic as a token of gratitude to all Fuuko-Raiha fans out there, especially to Fuuko no Miko for putting up my extremely lousy fics on her website.   Anyway, though I’m not an ardent Fuuko-Raiha fan, I still like the two of them together.  Lyrics and translations in two different paragraphs.  Purple=Jap lyrics, Green= English translation.  This takes place in between manga volume 30 and 31, where Fuuko has just defeated Raiha and is on her way to the final battle.

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Hateshinai ano kumo no kanata e
Watashi wo tsurete itte sono te wo hanasanai de ne
Take me to those endless clouds and don't let go of my hand

Fuuko and Domon are making their way to the final battle place and Fuuko reminisces of her battle with Raiha.  She gives out a long deep sigh of tiredness.  What has just happened is just too much.  She had to fight Raiha whom she did not want to.  She just wanted all this to end so that she could lead the normal life of a schoolgirl.  She thinks of Raiha and suddenly realizes her feelings for him all along…

Mafuyu no seiza kara maiochita shiroi koi
Mune no oku ni furitsumoru kokoro ni shimite namida ni naru
Nakama to wa chigau sain de yobiau tabi
Tsuyoku nareru
Hanarete itemo itsu datte hitotsu da yo ne
Motto chanto itsumo tsukamaete ite
Denwa ga nai yoru wa tsuyogattetemo
Honto wa ne I miss you

A white love that falls from the winter stars
Lands deep in my chest, soaks into my heart, and turns into tears
It's different with my friends
Whenever we call each other with a sign we can become stronger
Even if we're parted, no matter when, we're always one
I want to always be held by you
Even though I pretend to not to, on nights when you don't call
In reality I miss you

As she walks along, Fuuko thinks of the first time she met Raiha.  She had felt a mutual attraction for him but had never acknowledged it.  Now she knows that the love has grown stronger, and the feeling has become more.  The love that she had felt for Raiha when they first met, had buried itself deep in her heart, and was causing her heartache and tears.  She knew that how she felt for Raiha was different from with her friends; Raiha gave her a strange feeling.  Whenever, she saw Raiha, she felt stronger at once, yet she had never known this was love.  Even though they were parted now, she felt that they were one, and in a while, they’d be fighting side by side together, against Mori Kouran.  Now, all Fuuko wanted was for Raiha to be by her side, and hold her.  Before this, when she did not see Raiha for some time, she had felt lonely and she missed him and his goofy smile yet, she had refused to admit it, even to herself.

Hateshinai hoshi no hikari no you ni
Mune ippai no ai de ima anata wo tsutsumitai
Tenshi ga kureta deai wa
Ano sora wo tsukinukete eien ni kagayakitsuzukeru

Like the endless light of the stars
I want to enfold you in my heart full of love
This meeting given to me by an angel
Will break through the sky and continue to shine forever

Fuuko wants to love Raiha as a normal girl would, giving him warmth and love, and treasuring him [I noe Fuuko’s not so mushy, but I couldn’t think of how else to phrase this].  She knows that the meeting with Raiha was fate, fate controlled by an angel and she wants to treasure it.  She remembers the first time she met Raiha, when he fooled around, and ended up getting ‘bashed’ by her, and a smile comes to her face.  She should have know then that Raiha liked her, and she now only hoped that they would survive through this and their love would last.

Shiroi tameiki de kumotta mado ni nijimu
Irumineishon
Ureshii hodo ashita ga fuan de nakeru mono ne
Atarashii techou ni mo
Anata no inisharu ga takusan arimasu you ni
Tsugi no yakusoku ga aru kara ikite ikeru yo
Yuki ga tokete yagate haru ga kuru koro
Anata ni totte komore bi no you na
Yasuragi ni nattetai

The window fogged by a white sigh blurs the illumination
The happier I am, the more I'm uneasy about tomorrow and I could cry
I hope your initials are all over my new notebook
I can live because we've made another date
When the snow melts and finally the spring comes
I want to bring you peace of mind like the light between the trees

Fuuko remembers of some time ago when she was missing Raiha and bored, alone at home.  She had heaved a sigh, and the sigh blurred the window.  A sudden disturbance came about her as she realized the feeling of uneasiness.  True, she was happy that the Urabutousatsoujin was over, still she worried of tomorrow, and was unable to restrain herself as she started crying.  Now, Fuuko hoped that after the final battle, Raiha’s initials would be all over her new notebook.  She knew that it was because of Raiha that she would live through this and live on after this.  When all this was over, she wanted to love and cherish Raiha, and bring him peace of mind that they both needed.

Hateshinai hoshi no inochi no you ni
Kujikesou ni nattemo zutto ai shitsuzukeru yo
Hakanai yuki mitai ni kono ima no shiawase ga
Itsuka kiete shimawanu you ni

Like the endless life of the stars
Even if it seems like I'll be discouraged, I'll always love you
I hope The happiness I have now
Won't one day disappear like the fleeting snow

Although Fuuko knows the chance of her surviving is highly improbable, she won’t give up, and still loves and will always love Raiha.  She does not want the happiness, which she has worked so hard far to vanish and disappear just like that.

Ai shiteru dakite ite
Hateshinai ano kumo no kanata e
Watashi wo tsurete itte sono te wo hanasanai de ne
Tenshi ga kureta deai wa
Kiseki nanka ja nai yo
Kami sama mitsumetete umare tate no ai wo
Eien ni taisetsu ni suru kara
Anata no tame ni ikite ikitai

I love you, please hold me
Take me to those endless clouds and don't let go of my hand
This meeting given to me by an angel was not a miracle
God is watching us and will treasure forever
This love that has been born
I want to live for you

I love you, Fuuko silently tells Raiha, Please hold me.  She needs Raiha now at this very moment to escape from the cruel battle.  She wants him to take her to a faraway place of no return up the clouds, never letting her go.  The meeting between Raiha and her was fate controlled by an angel, and not a miracle, but a true love forever.  God, she prays, Please watch over us.  As Fuuko is just about to enter the battleground, she makes a promise to come out alive, to live for Raiha, and to fulfill their love story.
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So, another sucky fic, rite?  Please send in your comments.  Thanks!!!

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